Post by Lalaloopsy on Apr 25, 2015 8:57:27 GMT -8
(irrelevant) I twisted my ankle, so that sucks.
There's not really much to explain here, life has caught up; I'm typing this whilst still procrastinating another two essays. Suffice to say, my time here as a player was definitely nostalgic in the beginning. I joined in October 2014 and for the life of me I really can't remember who invited me to guild, i think it was saralara but I'm pretty sure that it was Often. Initially I just wanted to play Noblestory to re-live to my adolescent experiences, and at the same time make some new memories with fellow 'maplers'.
For sure, these new memories were created. I still remember what I did for the whole of October, while still being level 23: I camped at Mano for a whole month, killing him before I left for school and after I came back. I think someone called d3xlessSin didn't find out until like 2 weeks later so that was quite funny.
Before I knew it, I became more attached to Noble than I thought, not just the aspect of playing but the community overall. I initially did not want to apply to be GM, because I felt like I was already wasting enough time on Noble. But a few people like encouraged me and when my exams ended end-Nov, I thought why not. Got to be a GM for the very first time in my life and I have to say the beginning was quite tiring albeit rewarding; I told myself (and in the application) that I would try to forge an even closer bond between the staff and players, and try to be as impartial as I could.
And now, after about 4 months of attempting to glue this community together, I feel like all of my efforts have been in vain. The server is pretty dead and quiet, as you can see. I went on today for about 2 minutes just to see who was online and there were 2 people, both afking (Hi Mikasa and Aurora). I don't want this post to look like I'm putting the blame on anyone because I'm not. I'm just quite disappointed in myself thinking that I could improve the situation between staff and players. Also, I realised I did not take the advice of the god-robot-femmefatale herself, @nina, in making sure that I don't burn out. I've been lying to myself and I could be lying now because I can still say that I'm not really that burnt out from doing GM-related stuff, but I think with this post, I can safely say I am. I know that most people see Tetris as a great player and Darude/Lalaloopsy as a staff member that both the staff/players can count on, but I can safely say I wouldn't have been where I am now without the help/support of everyone. That dawned upon me recently when I had a stream of help from players like Erwin, Will, Hobo and the legendary Shassia for getting a mastery book from papulatus clock, only to fail one book, and have the next 30-40 papulatus drop nothing.
(RIP)
I suppose I've said enough now (not really sure what else to say), so here comes the thanksgivings (in no alphabetic and particular order, off the top of my head):
Laby-gang
Ninni - Often
You know you're #1 and nothing will ever change that. Your knowledge on maple is impeccable, and I don't think I could ask for a better guild, and guild 'leader' since Portland was kind of, all the way in Oregon. I'll miss doing all the
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Will - Jaeger
You know you're tied with Often on this spot, I'll never forget all your help with the Dec 2014 scavenger hunt, and all the help/encouragement/advice you've given me through my time here (and on skype). I don't know what else to say, so let this picture below show you how much we've grown, and stuck by till the bitter end (of laby [rip]).
Chris - Reed
I rarely ever see you online for some reason, but when I do, we have more meaningful chats than anything else (and BPQ). That's all I remember about Reed and Noblestory, but the talks, the reminiscences, the feels, definitely remain. Without you, Labyrinth would have not existed; Hats off to you, sir. Stay real.
Matt - Matthew
To the Doctor, I remember being level 23, and you were already a shadower at level 122. I wanted to be the next shadower in Laby, and I think I did it. Bandit pride! Same with Reed, our Noblestory lives have been more of talking and less grinding, which I honestly don't mind at all. You are a really smart and wonderful person, and I wish you luck in becoming a Doctor, although you are already one in my eyes.
Jorge - sxegrim
Sorry I didn't get that far with my DK, Disaspear. Thanks for giving me all the advice on the life of a shadower, and thank you for being you, that classic dark-skinned, male face type 3 character that I've come to associate as 'sxe'. I wish you luck in school.
Lucas - popsicle
It felt surreal to see you again recently, especially after all that happened. All the best in school, bro; If I recall, it should be your 'O' levels year? (Don't let grades define your self-worth, as is a very big misconception in Singapore. Even though yeah grades are important, there is more to book smarts; Street-smarts, people-skills, family, friends. From a 23 going on 24-year old, I can tell you that I really miss being in secondary school. Cherish the time you have now, and I hope you keep a few golden friends from your secondary school life like I have for more than 10 years now)
Joel - godly
I couldn't help but feel bad when I received news that I would be a GM. Nevertheless, you've been a good friend and you have been (and will be) missed. Hope you are doing well.
John - @robinthehood
For some reason I can't remember anything except your assistance in killing Crow, and the time when you died 40xxx times in El Nath town because there were mobs spawned (dark times..) Still, you a homie too. All the best in your future endeavours.
Jesse - spacehombre
You've seemed to go off the radar too. But know that even though laby is gone, we still remember you. Stay real, and I hope life is treating you well too.
Yosuke - @unkown
Infamously known for your killer one-liners, hi-5 on being a fellow bandit, and godspeed.
It's getting late (2.30am) and my mind is telling me I still have some Laby people to mention, but my brain has given up.
Grace - Grace
Sorry for lying to you about why I voted no in your application. Thanks for helping Alucard get gen20. Also, thanks for introducing me to that cool siggy name-making website. Take care!
Vivie - vivie
Congrats on what happened to you recently (you-know-what). All the best with your Yale-NUS degree in August. Talking to you always gives me a slice of home, and has brought me closer to my MapleSEA days than I would have imagined.
Jared - Erwin
I don't even know where to begin, but from your post back then, I've been imagining sisyphus happy. (Same shit, different day). You are an old soul in a young body. Thanks for all the help with papulatus.
Laurie - Shassia
I've never had a paladin role-model or celebrity figure, but ever since I've met you, you've grown very quickly and fondly to fitting just into that. I wish you luck and love with your family. Talking to you always makes me look at things in a different light, and I'm going to miss that.
Erik - Erik
Hi Erik! You really look like Chris Evans, I think you'll make a wonderful Captain America. I love your perpetual positive outlook on life; Pretty sure you bring sunshine to the lives of whoever you're around irl. Take care friend!
Paige - Paigerino
gonna miss all the hype between you and conan.
Jin - @conan
Korean Beefcake Master. As stated in the beginning of this post, I twisted my left ankle. Tried lifting weights with my arms but it's pressuring my foot and I can't lift without feeling like I'm going to strain my ankle badly enough to the point where I can't walk. Seeing your posts have revived my willingness to lift, but sadly I will only do so after I've recovered. Stay beefy, and don't think too much about relationships; when they aren't meant to work out, it means you're just not at the end yet. I have bad relationship experiences, been with a girl for 2 months and then just dumped because the summer break was over; had a crush on a girl whose friend's sister starting spouting nonsense that I was a rapist or I took advantage of said girl and almost 90% of her (very big) circle of people believed that. Those issues have been resolved, not to worry. Idk why I'm writing so much for you LOL but your first love isn't the first person you've been with; it's the first person who really broke your heart. For me that was my best friend. Took like 3 years to get over 3 months of 'being in a relationship'. We did everything people in a relationship would do, but it wasn't a 'relationship'. TL,DR; if life doesn't go your way with someone else, focus on being the right person, instead of looking for the right person. I'm doing that now, and eventually I think things will fall into place. Not without hard work though, and I'm sure by your biceps and all the other mussels you have, you'll be just fine.
Hannah - @fakku
I remember the first things we talked about was anime, and we managed to click from then on. Can't say that I still watch anime but since I'm learning Jap, I should be watching more of it and trying to grasp the terms and whatnot. Take care!
Wes - @wes
From Hades to Hades, you've come a loooooong way. Wherever you are, whatever you're doing, I wish you nothing but good luck. Peace!
Jackie - Hobo, Will - Will
ty for papulatus and Renegade. I felt less lonely after laby disbanded because of you guys. Jackie stop abusing Will; Will, take care.
Britt - GeishaChan, vinxi
From humble beginnings of Xena and (I forgot vinxi's name), but look where you two are now. Mayonnaise is not an instrument, sadly. Thanks for being the backbone on the technical aspect of Noble and filling in when we technically didn't have a coder for a long time. I wish you two love and luck as well.
Ace, Yunniii - Ace Yunniii
Yunniii, thanks for doing all those awesome banners month after month; I hope you liked the Darude/Rogue noob costume one . Stay awesome!
Ace, I think we've developed quite the chemistry; both 'personal' and 'work'. I like how we can both just separate that quite easily; If Noble was a real job, you'd be the one of the reasons why I like going to work. Sorry that I can't help you in what you wanted at the end of April, but I believe we'll meet again. You have my skype too anyway lol. Viel Glück!
Adam - SdwSlyr606
Kalyb - kalyb
Most chill guy I have ever met. You have some interesting stories when you're not AFK. Moose meat, girls and freaking, clinics and whatnot. Also -50 degrees celsius stories. That's definitely a story right there. Without you, Noblestory wouldn't have even existed, and none of us would have ever met each other. Maybe you won't read this because you're always afk, but when you do, I'll imagine it's with a beer or something laidback like that too. You so chill bro, stay chilly. Coolest guy I have ever met.
I think that's about it. I might add more as I'll drop by the forums, but I won't be going back in game. Thanks for everyone who've walked with me in this Noble journey, and to all that I've missed out, it's not on purpose; it's 3am and I should really get to bed because I should wake up earlier to start my essays. Take care everyone.